I have read on different sites that the 380 is a mouse gun but it really doesn't lack much when compared to ballistics of the 9mm . So I have been youtubing, googling, and forumning too try to get a straight answer on whether the 380 95 grain is a viable choice. I had previously asked about the viability of the 22lr, but recently became interested in the 380 since it seemed to be in the middle ground on the power spectrum. I am in the process of getting my handgun license so I will be able to test fire some guns . In the meantime, what would you reccomend for a beginner who is close to six foot tall and 300lbs?